hello readers ..self confidence or self -esteem has always been big issue to me ,ever since i was a kid,i have always been the underdog .comel kan binatang to :D ,,still am ,i supposed .i tremble a lot when it comes to public speaking .my shaky voice fills the whole my room .butterflies dancing happily in my tummy ..crekk crekk crokkk ..ohh dear butterflies ,, you're so happily and im not !so your attendance is clearly not welcomed .tell you what ,im a total brave kid infront of stranger ,i don't really talk a lot -.-' .all i could give is just a smile ,smile ,and smile like this :)) --'' errkk .even so ,people always get the wrong idea stating that im such an arrogant person .ehhhhh ! no darling ,,im not .you need to get to know me first .approach me and let's talk slowly :) ..when i don't have anything to say ,i'll end up being silent as a cochroach :D so ,to those who have been assuming me arrogant ,you really need to start to get real .can't you differentiate between tired ,silence ,and arrogance ?-,- ..earlier on ,i said that self-confidence is a problem to me ..tak semua orang mempunyai keyakinan diri yang teguh .kankankan ?? indeed ,it is to me in terms of seeking jobs .i've been to few interviews and most of the employers said the same thing about me .they said i'm a bit rude ,unfit to handle a job .they feared that i couldn't cope with the surroundings and stuffs .so they turned me down ,,sumpahh gave up gila doh dgn tauke yg nak interview aku tu .rasa mcm nak punch jea muka die-.-'shitt man !okay , i also keep thinking of what other people would think of me that i eventually forgot how to be myself .ohh impressins people is such a hard thing to do .dotdotdot dettdetdett..my mother once asked me to unleash the talent in me ,and my reaction was nothing ..-_-'' i only stood there thinking and loyal to hear my mom babling like a bird magpie .. --''
' im loud on the internet ,silent in real life '
'sometimes i'm a cheerful ,sometimes,i'm a buzen ''
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